Loyal to a Fault
dear once upon a time boy of mine, i’m not quite sure why you still frequent my mind here and there. i’m not quite sure why i’m even writing this, but, i’ve been wondering how you would react/respond to me if our paths were to cross again. i guess there are things that i’ve wanted to say to you; even now, even after everything. i hope, with all earnesty, that...
If you knew me you’d know that I am loyal to...
Just A Snippet
cholie: Can I ask you a question? (Or two? Or maybe more?)
BMFT: of course
cholie: You know how the other day you stated that it's different with me, what exactly do you mean? How is it different?
BMFT: I feel like you know me deeper than most people, cuz you've read what I've written, wehich came from the heart...I feel like I can say anything...talk about anything, and it'll be in good company...and well received, while with other people, even my best of friends here, I feel like sometimes...not often, I feel like I haveta filter some things that I say because they don't know me as well
BMFT: so it's different with you
cholie: *nods* boy do i know that feeling all too well too
cholie: well, i'm glad that you feel that way towards me
BMFT: anymore questions?
cholie: Hmm okay are you always "affectionate" (for lack of a better word) towards everyone?
BMFT: towards those I trust the most
BMFT: I think the word you're looking for is cuddly
BMFT: and no, not everyone
cholie: Lol well cuddling is a sign of affection, is it not? (correct me if i'm wrong)
BMFT: true true
Side Note: I miss this guy more than he'll ever know and probably more than he'll ever understand. He got married a few years ago and I was [and still am] super happy for him. I just wish he was still around. It has been years since I last spoke [really spoke] with him. Wherever you are and whatever you are doing, I wish you the very, very best. I hope all is well with you. I hope to hear from you soon even if it's wishful thinking on my behalf.
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Our friendship is symbiotic.– Life Lessons
A “Lullaby” for you, Overlord...
…are final to me [so if you ever want to be rid of me say ‘goodbye’ to me] so i despise saying ‘goodbye’ with a loathsome passion of one billion suns. i’ve never been good at parting ways with people…i never completely stop caring about someone once i start. i’m not really sure why this is or why it’s so difficult for me to let go of people...
choliemonster is crazy.
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cholie: you're FANTABULOUS
miss batty: DDDDDD: not as AWESOMETASTIC as youu!
cholie: nooooo way you're like so SPIFFERIFFIC that you're SPIFFERIFFIC to the infitite power
miss batty: i can't even think of a word to top that! DD: there's no word in existence to describe how awesommely fantastically incredible you are, & if there was, it would be sweeter & more harmonious than the most heart-breaking music. :]
cholie: heehee aww, you're adorable lawls, no ways, you're like so ubertastically awesomely wonderfully superb that all the languages in the whole world would never be enough to explain just how awesome you are
miss batty: huuuurrr! awwwww x'DD
cholie: rofl you know it
miss batty: you're so unbelievably insanely hip & wonderful that the wisest, smartest person in the world would be shocked into wonderment by the very sight of you! lmao!
cholie: save the mock ones ;P
miss batty: aw, yeah x'D
cholie: LAWLS, oh yeah? well you're so freaking wonderfully awesomeriffically superbly stupendously insanely epically lovely that all of nature would be in total stupefied awe of your wonderous gorgeousness. mock arguments/fights are sooo much fun
miss batty: wellll, YOU're so eloquently beautifully stunningly fantastic that i am in utter shocked awe, even through msn! D: i'm fairly certain that enough conversation like this would blow my mind into dumbfounded wonderment. :]
cholie: oh yeah?! well you're so gracefully elloquently amazingly wonderfully superbly FANTABULOUS that everyone in the whole wide world and universe would be stunned into silence if you were to read them your wonderfully beautifully eloquent writing. lol, it'd be so fun to do this in the middle of a crowded area and people would be confused..."are the arguing...O.o wha...they're COMPLIMENTING each other?!"
miss batty: well perhaps! but then, they would catch sight of you, & you would make a rainbow seem like a bit of soil with your cataclysmic beauty, & they would immediately be astounded because nothing in the world can compare to your sweet awesomeness! lmao! yeaah! xD say it in like, a really frantic, mad-sounding tone, too.
cholie: hahaha yeah it'd be way too much fun
miss batty: "OH, YEAH? WELL. YOU'RE EVEN BETTER!" "guys, guys, break it up-... wait, what?" huuuuurr, yeah! :3
cholie: oh yeah? well all they'd have to do is take one look at you and be so stupefied that they'd stop everything they're doing just to gaze in hushed wonderment at your beauty and grace. lol yeah
miss batty: buhhh huuhh, i g2ggg x'D but you're so earth-shattering unstoppably astoundingly frantically gorgeous in body, mind AND soul, that everyone in the world would yield to your great wit & entrancing compliments!
Side Note: I really miss this girl. I wish I could get back in contact with her. Nostalgic cholie is Nostalgic. =/
in all honesty i should be sleepy sleepier than i am now in all honesty i should be sleeping but my mind is keeping me awake in all honesty i should not be up and about at least not right now, not at this hour
The “feel-good vibe” of this song...
Sometimes growth and maturation can only be ushered in through sorrow.– Life Lessons
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